When the days are cold And the cards all fold And the saints we see Are all made of gold
When your dreams all fail And the ones we hail Are the worst of all And the blood’s run stale
I wanna hide the truth I wanna shelter you But with the beast inside There’s nowhere we can hide
No matter what we breed We still are made of greed This is my kingdom come This is my kingdom come
When you feel my heat Look into my eyes It’s where my demons hide It’s where my demons hide Don’t get too close It’s dark inside It’s where my demons hide It’s where my demons hide
Curtain’s call Is the last of all When the lights fade out All the sinners crawl
So they dug your grave And the masquerade Will come calling out At the mess you've made
Don't wanna let you down But I am hell bound Though this is all for you Don't wanna hide the truth
No matter what we breed We still are made of greed This is my kingdom come This is my kingdom come
When you feel my heat Look into my eyes It’s where my demons hide It’s where my demons hide Don’t get too close It’s dark inside It’s where my demons hide It’s where my demons hide
They say it's what you make I say it's up to fate It's woven in my soul I need to let you go
Your eyes, they shine so bright I wanna save that light I can't escape this now Unless you show me how
When you feel my heat Look into my eyes It’s where my demons hide It’s where my demons hide Don’t get too close It’s dark inside It’s where my demons hide It’s where my demons hide
summertime sadness
Wednesday, November 13, 2013
11:51 PM
Kiss me hard before you go Summertime sadness I just wanted you to know That, baby, you're the best
I got my red dress on tonight Dancing in the dark in the pale moonlight Done my hair up real big beauty queen style High heels off, I'm feeling alive
Oh, my God, I feel it in the air Telephone wires above are sizzling like a snare Honey, I'm on fire, I feel it everywhere Nothing scares me anymore
(1, 2, 3, 4)
Kiss me hard before you go Summertime sadness I just wanted you to know That, baby, you're the best
I've got that summertime, summertime sadness S-s-summertime, summertime sadness Got that summertime, summertime sadness Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
I'm feelin' electric tonight Cruising down the coast goin' 'bout 99 Got my bad baby by my heavenly side I know if I go, I'll die happy tonight
Oh, my God, I feel it in the air Telephone wires above are sizzling like a snare Honey, I'm on fire, I feel it everywhere Nothing scares me anymore
(1, 2, 3, 4)
Kiss me hard before you go Summertime sadness I just wanted you to know That, baby, you're the best
I've got that summertime, summertime sadness S-s-summertime, summertime sadness Got that summertime, summertime sadness Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
I think I'll miss you forever Like the stars miss the sun in the morning sky Later's better than never Even if you're gone I'm gonna drive (drive, drive)
I've got that summertime, summertime sadness S-s-summertime, summertime sadness Got that summertime, summertime sadness Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Kiss me hard before you go Summertime sadness I just wanted you to know That, baby, you're the best
I've got that summertime, summertime sadness S-s-summertime, summertime sadness Got that summertime, summertime sadness Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
growl ( by silv3rt3ar )
Thursday, October 3, 2013
5:57 AM
yo, okay , sexy
not sure what's happening now, i'm warning you
it's getting dangerous ( so dangerous )
you better stop provoking me now
you better leave now
boy, when you walk close to me
i get flustered and i can't breathe
our eyes meet, you smile at me
as if you're also drawn to me
darkness starts to cloud my eyes
everything is gone, you're all that i see
your breath's close to my ear, it's all i hear
with just one look you've got me going crazy.
wanna take u to somewhere new
where no one else can see you
i feel something rising, it's uncontrollable
like a whirlpool.
now dark shadows are woken inside of me
when i look at you, flames are all i see
i'm warning you back away you better flee
if you don't leave him i'm getting angry
i'm growling growling growling now
i'm growling growling growling now
i'm growling growling growling now
and if you don't back away girl, i'm gonna hurt you.
my gaze is like a blade, but no need to be afraid
please tell me about you, oh i just wanna know you, baby, baby
please stay right where you are baby, keep looking at me, don't leave me
trust me when i say i won't let you go so easily
the light that shines through the fog
everyone's looking in awe
i look right into your eyes, and my heart beat speeds up
just like an alarm boy.
now dark shadows are woken inside of me
when i look at you, flames are all i see
i'm warning you back away you better flee
if you don't leave him i'm getting angry
i'm growling growling growling now
i'm growling growling growling now
i'm growling growling growling now
and if you don't back away girl, i'm gonna hurt you.
E.X.O.
another girl's looking at my man
but that's just how perfect you are, my man
i wanna hold you and never let go
why can't i stop myself anymore? i don't know
i'll be the last one standing, and i'll win his heart
so step away, there'll be no flirting on your part
if you really want him, girl, then you'll have to win
why don't you just give up now? your chances are really thin.
let's erase everything but us, we can be alone
let's stay together, us forever, here, just you and me
now dark shadows are woken inside of me
when i look at you, flames are all i see
i'm warning you back away you better flee
if you don't leave him i'm getting angry
i'm growling growling growling now
i'm growling growling growling now
i'm growling growling growling now
and if you don't back away girl, i'm gonna hurt you.
i'm growling growling growling now
i'm growling growling growling now
i'm growling growling growling now
and if you don't back away girl, i'm gonna hurt you.
love somebody
Wednesday, July 31, 2013
8:04 AM
I know your insides are feeling so hollow And it's a hard pill for you to swallow, yeah But if I fall for you, I'll never recover If I fall for you, I'll never be the same
I really wanna love somebody I really wanna dance the night away I know we're only half way there But you can take me all the way, you can take me all the way I really wanna touch somebody I think about you every single day I know we're only half way there But you can take me all the way, you can take me all the way
You're such a hard act for me to follow Love me today, don't leave me tomorrow, yeah But if I fall for you, I'll never recover If I fall for you, I'll never be the same
I really wanna love somebody I really wanna dance the night away I know we're only half way there But you can take me all the way, you can take me all the way I really wanna touch somebody I think about you every single day I know we're only half way there But you can take me all the way, you can take me all the way Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
I don't know where to start, I'm just a little lost I wanna feel like we never gonna ever stop I don't know what to do, I'm right in front of you Asking you to stay, you should stay, stay with me tonight, yeah
I really wanna love somebody I really wanna dance the night away I know we're only half way there But you can take me all the way, you can take me all the way I really wanna touch somebody I think about you every single day I know we're only half way there But you can take me all the way, you can take me all the way Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
You can take me all the way, you can take me all the way, yeah.
ti amo x
Ride
Wednesday, July 10, 2013
6:53 PM
I was in the winter of my life, and the men I met along the road were my only summer. At night I fell asleep with visions of myself, dancing and laughing and crying with them. Three years down the line of being on an endless world tour, and my memories of them were the only things that sustained me, and my only real happy times. I was a singer - not a very popular one, I once had dreams of becoming a beautiful poet, but upon an unfortunate series of events saw those dreams dashed and divided like a million stars in the night sky that I wished on over and over again, sparkling and broken. But I didn't really mind because I knew that it takes getting everything you ever wanted, and then losing it to know what true freedom is. When the people I used to know found out what I had been doing, how I'd been living, they asked me why - but there's no use in talking to people who have home. They have no idea what it's like to seek safety in other people - for home to be wherever you lay your head. I was always an unusual girl. My mother told me I had a chameleon soul, no moral compass pointing due north, no fixed personality; just an inner indecisiveness that was as wide and as wavering as the ocean... And if I said I didn't plan for it to turn out this way I'd be lying... Because I was born to be the other woman. Who belonged to no one, who belonged to everyone. Who had nothing, who wanted everything, with a fire for every experience and an obsession for freedom that terrified me to the point that I couldn't even talk about it, and pushed me to a nomadic point of madness that both dazzled and dizzied me. Every night I used to pray that I’d find my people, and finally I did on the open road. We had nothing to lose, nothing to gain, nothing we desired anymore, except to make our lives into a work of art. Live fast. Die young. Be wild. And have fun. I believe in the country America used to be. I believe in the person I want to become. I believe in the freedom of the open road. And my motto is the same as ever: "I believe in the kindness of strangers. And when I’m at war with myself I ride, I just ride." Who are you? Are you in touch with all of your darkest fantasies? Have you created a life for yourself where you can experience them? I have. I am fucking crazy. But I am free.
bow and arrow
Sunday, June 23, 2013
11:53 PM
“Life is an opportunity, benefit from it. Life is beauty, admire it. Life is a dream, realize it. Life is a challenge, meet it. Life is a duty, complete it. Life is a game, play it. Life is a promise, fulfill it. Life is sorrow, overcome it. Life is a song, sing it. Life is a struggle, accept it. Life is a tragedy, confront it. Life is an adventure, dare it. Life is luck, make it. Life is too precious, do not destroy it. Life is life, fight for it.”
lost
Wednesday, June 12, 2013
7:46 PM
“I can write the saddest poem of all tonight.
Write, for instance: "The night is full of stars, and the stars, blue, shiver in the distance."
The night wind whirls in the sky and sings.
I can write the saddest poem of all tonight. I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.
On nights like this, I held her in my arms. I kissed her so many times under the infinite sky.
She loved me, sometimes I loved her. How could I not have loved her large, still eyes?
I can write the saddest poem of all tonight. To think I don't have her. To feel that I've lost her.
To hear the immense night, more immense without her. And the poem falls to the soul as dew to grass.
What does it matter that my love couldn't keep her. The night is full of stars and she is not with me.
That's all. Far away, someone sings. Far away. My soul is lost without her.
As if to bring her near, my eyes search for her. My heart searches for her and she is not with me.
The same night that whitens the same trees. We, we who were, we are the same no longer.
I no longer love her, true, but how much I loved her. My voice searched the wind to touch her ear.
Someone else's. She will be someone else's. As she once belonged to my kisses. Her voice, her light body. Her infinite eyes.
I no longer love her, true, but perhaps I love her. Love is so short and oblivion so long.
Because on nights like this I held her in my arms, my soul is lost without her.
Although this may be the last pain she causes me, and this may be the last poem I write for her.”
♡ ti amo ♡
demons x
Wednesday, December 4, 2013
5:26 AM
When the days are cold And the cards all fold And the saints we see Are all made of gold
When your dreams all fail And the ones we hail Are the worst of all And the blood’s run stale
I wanna hide the truth I wanna shelter you But with the beast inside There’s nowhere we can hide
No matter what we breed We still are made of greed This is my kingdom come This is my kingdom come
When you feel my heat Look into my eyes It’s where my demons hide It’s where my demons hide Don’t get too close It’s dark inside It’s where my demons hide It’s where my demons hide
Curtain’s call Is the last of all When the lights fade out All the sinners crawl
So they dug your grave And the masquerade Will come calling out At the mess you've made
Don't wanna let you down But I am hell bound Though this is all for you Don't wanna hide the truth
No matter what we breed We still are made of greed This is my kingdom come This is my kingdom come
When you feel my heat Look into my eyes It’s where my demons hide It’s where my demons hide Don’t get too close It’s dark inside It’s where my demons hide It’s where my demons hide
They say it's what you make I say it's up to fate It's woven in my soul I need to let you go
Your eyes, they shine so bright I wanna save that light I can't escape this now Unless you show me how
When you feel my heat Look into my eyes It’s where my demons hide It’s where my demons hide Don’t get too close It’s dark inside It’s where my demons hide It’s where my demons hide
summertime sadness
Wednesday, November 13, 2013
11:51 PM
Kiss me hard before you go Summertime sadness I just wanted you to know That, baby, you're the best
I got my red dress on tonight Dancing in the dark in the pale moonlight Done my hair up real big beauty queen style High heels off, I'm feeling alive
Oh, my God, I feel it in the air Telephone wires above are sizzling like a snare Honey, I'm on fire, I feel it everywhere Nothing scares me anymore
(1, 2, 3, 4)
Kiss me hard before you go Summertime sadness I just wanted you to know That, baby, you're the best
I've got that summertime, summertime sadness S-s-summertime, summertime sadness Got that summertime, summertime sadness Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
I'm feelin' electric tonight Cruising down the coast goin' 'bout 99 Got my bad baby by my heavenly side I know if I go, I'll die happy tonight
Oh, my God, I feel it in the air Telephone wires above are sizzling like a snare Honey, I'm on fire, I feel it everywhere Nothing scares me anymore
(1, 2, 3, 4)
Kiss me hard before you go Summertime sadness I just wanted you to know That, baby, you're the best
I've got that summertime, summertime sadness S-s-summertime, summertime sadness Got that summertime, summertime sadness Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
I think I'll miss you forever Like the stars miss the sun in the morning sky Later's better than never Even if you're gone I'm gonna drive (drive, drive)
I've got that summertime, summertime sadness S-s-summertime, summertime sadness Got that summertime, summertime sadness Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Kiss me hard before you go Summertime sadness I just wanted you to know That, baby, you're the best
I've got that summertime, summertime sadness S-s-summertime, summertime sadness Got that summertime, summertime sadness Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
growl ( by silv3rt3ar )
Thursday, October 3, 2013
5:57 AM
yo, okay , sexy
not sure what's happening now, i'm warning you
it's getting dangerous ( so dangerous )
you better stop provoking me now
you better leave now
boy, when you walk close to me
i get flustered and i can't breathe
our eyes meet, you smile at me
as if you're also drawn to me
darkness starts to cloud my eyes
everything is gone, you're all that i see
your breath's close to my ear, it's all i hear
with just one look you've got me going crazy.
wanna take u to somewhere new
where no one else can see you
i feel something rising, it's uncontrollable
like a whirlpool.
now dark shadows are woken inside of me
when i look at you, flames are all i see
i'm warning you back away you better flee
if you don't leave him i'm getting angry
i'm growling growling growling now
i'm growling growling growling now
i'm growling growling growling now
and if you don't back away girl, i'm gonna hurt you.
my gaze is like a blade, but no need to be afraid
please tell me about you, oh i just wanna know you, baby, baby
please stay right where you are baby, keep looking at me, don't leave me
trust me when i say i won't let you go so easily
the light that shines through the fog
everyone's looking in awe
i look right into your eyes, and my heart beat speeds up
just like an alarm boy.
now dark shadows are woken inside of me
when i look at you, flames are all i see
i'm warning you back away you better flee
if you don't leave him i'm getting angry
i'm growling growling growling now
i'm growling growling growling now
i'm growling growling growling now
and if you don't back away girl, i'm gonna hurt you.
E.X.O.
another girl's looking at my man
but that's just how perfect you are, my man
i wanna hold you and never let go
why can't i stop myself anymore? i don't know
i'll be the last one standing, and i'll win his heart
so step away, there'll be no flirting on your part
if you really want him, girl, then you'll have to win
why don't you just give up now? your chances are really thin.
let's erase everything but us, we can be alone
let's stay together, us forever, here, just you and me
now dark shadows are woken inside of me
when i look at you, flames are all i see
i'm warning you back away you better flee
if you don't leave him i'm getting angry
i'm growling growling growling now
i'm growling growling growling now
i'm growling growling growling now
and if you don't back away girl, i'm gonna hurt you.
i'm growling growling growling now
i'm growling growling growling now
i'm growling growling growling now
and if you don't back away girl, i'm gonna hurt you.
love somebody
Wednesday, July 31, 2013
8:04 AM
I know your insides are feeling so hollow And it's a hard pill for you to swallow, yeah But if I fall for you, I'll never recover If I fall for you, I'll never be the same
I really wanna love somebody I really wanna dance the night away I know we're only half way there But you can take me all the way, you can take me all the way I really wanna touch somebody I think about you every single day I know we're only half way there But you can take me all the way, you can take me all the way
You're such a hard act for me to follow Love me today, don't leave me tomorrow, yeah But if I fall for you, I'll never recover If I fall for you, I'll never be the same
I really wanna love somebody I really wanna dance the night away I know we're only half way there But you can take me all the way, you can take me all the way I really wanna touch somebody I think about you every single day I know we're only half way there But you can take me all the way, you can take me all the way Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
I don't know where to start, I'm just a little lost I wanna feel like we never gonna ever stop I don't know what to do, I'm right in front of you Asking you to stay, you should stay, stay with me tonight, yeah
I really wanna love somebody I really wanna dance the night away I know we're only half way there But you can take me all the way, you can take me all the way I really wanna touch somebody I think about you every single day I know we're only half way there But you can take me all the way, you can take me all the way Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
You can take me all the way, you can take me all the way, yeah.
ti amo x
Ride
Wednesday, July 10, 2013
6:53 PM
I was in the winter of my life, and the men I met along the road were my only summer. At night I fell asleep with visions of myself, dancing and laughing and crying with them. Three years down the line of being on an endless world tour, and my memories of them were the only things that sustained me, and my only real happy times. I was a singer - not a very popular one, I once had dreams of becoming a beautiful poet, but upon an unfortunate series of events saw those dreams dashed and divided like a million stars in the night sky that I wished on over and over again, sparkling and broken. But I didn't really mind because I knew that it takes getting everything you ever wanted, and then losing it to know what true freedom is. When the people I used to know found out what I had been doing, how I'd been living, they asked me why - but there's no use in talking to people who have home. They have no idea what it's like to seek safety in other people - for home to be wherever you lay your head. I was always an unusual girl. My mother told me I had a chameleon soul, no moral compass pointing due north, no fixed personality; just an inner indecisiveness that was as wide and as wavering as the ocean... And if I said I didn't plan for it to turn out this way I'd be lying... Because I was born to be the other woman. Who belonged to no one, who belonged to everyone. Who had nothing, who wanted everything, with a fire for every experience and an obsession for freedom that terrified me to the point that I couldn't even talk about it, and pushed me to a nomadic point of madness that both dazzled and dizzied me. Every night I used to pray that I’d find my people, and finally I did on the open road. We had nothing to lose, nothing to gain, nothing we desired anymore, except to make our lives into a work of art. Live fast. Die young. Be wild. And have fun. I believe in the country America used to be. I believe in the person I want to become. I believe in the freedom of the open road. And my motto is the same as ever: "I believe in the kindness of strangers. And when I’m at war with myself I ride, I just ride." Who are you? Are you in touch with all of your darkest fantasies? Have you created a life for yourself where you can experience them? I have. I am fucking crazy. But I am free.
bow and arrow
Sunday, June 23, 2013
11:53 PM
“Life is an opportunity, benefit from it. Life is beauty, admire it. Life is a dream, realize it. Life is a challenge, meet it. Life is a duty, complete it. Life is a game, play it. Life is a promise, fulfill it. Life is sorrow, overcome it. Life is a song, sing it. Life is a struggle, accept it. Life is a tragedy, confront it. Life is an adventure, dare it. Life is luck, make it. Life is too precious, do not destroy it. Life is life, fight for it.”
lost
Wednesday, June 12, 2013
7:46 PM
“I can write the saddest poem of all tonight.
Write, for instance: "The night is full of stars, and the stars, blue, shiver in the distance."
The night wind whirls in the sky and sings.
I can write the saddest poem of all tonight. I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.
On nights like this, I held her in my arms. I kissed her so many times under the infinite sky.
She loved me, sometimes I loved her. How could I not have loved her large, still eyes?
I can write the saddest poem of all tonight. To think I don't have her. To feel that I've lost her.
To hear the immense night, more immense without her. And the poem falls to the soul as dew to grass.
What does it matter that my love couldn't keep her. The night is full of stars and she is not with me.
That's all. Far away, someone sings. Far away. My soul is lost without her.
As if to bring her near, my eyes search for her. My heart searches for her and she is not with me.
The same night that whitens the same trees. We, we who were, we are the same no longer.
I no longer love her, true, but how much I loved her. My voice searched the wind to touch her ear.
Someone else's. She will be someone else's. As she once belonged to my kisses. Her voice, her light body. Her infinite eyes.
I no longer love her, true, but perhaps I love her. Love is so short and oblivion so long.
Because on nights like this I held her in my arms, my soul is lost without her.
Although this may be the last pain she causes me, and this may be the last poem I write for her.”
♡ ti amo ♡
Profile
⚓ vampx ⚓
I was in the winter of my life, and the men I met along the road were my only summer.
At night I fell asleep with visions of myself, dancing and laughing and crying with them.
Three years down the line of being on an endless world tour, and my memories of them were the only things that sustained me, and my only real happy times.
I was a singer - not a very popular one,
I once had dreams of becoming a beautiful poet, but upon an unfortunate series of events saw those dreams dashed and divided like a million stars in the night sky that I wished on over and over again, sparkling and broken.
But I didn't really mind because I knew that it takes getting everything you ever wanted, and then losing it to know what true freedom is.
When the people I used to know found out what I had been doing, how I'd been living, they asked me why - but there's no use in talking to people who have home.
They have no idea what it's like to seek safety in other people - for home to be wherever you lay your head.
I was always an unusual girl.
My mother told me I had a chameleon soul, no moral compass pointing due north, no fixed personality; just an inner indecisiveness that was as wide and as wavering as the ocean...
And if I said I didn't plan for it to turn out this way I'd be lying...
Because I was born to be the other woman.
Who belonged to no one, who belonged to everyone.
Who had nothing, who wanted everything, with a fire for every experience and an obsession for freedom that terrified me to the point that I couldn't even talk about it, and pushed me to a nomadic point of madness that both dazzled and dizzied me.
Every night I used to pray that I’d find my people, and finally I did on the open road.
We had nothing to lose, nothing to gain, nothing we desired anymore, except to make our lives into a work of art.
Live fast. Die young. Be wild. And have fun.
I believe in the person I want to become.
I believe in the freedom of the open road.
And my motto is the same as ever:
"I believe in the kindness of strangers. And when I’m at war with myself I ride, I just ride."
Who are you?
Are you in touch with all of your darkest fantasies?
Have you created a life for yourself where you can experience them?
I have. I am fucking crazy.
But I am free.