Helo people :) eheh it's 4pm here . so freaking bored right now . so , where should I start with ? oh yeah homework , see I got lots of homeworks ( for me it's a lot ) ! erghhh wth . I got to print this thing and that thing and those thing like wth ?! teacher , 1 week of break we shouldn't have any homework ! it's holiday and we shouldn't do any homework -,- erghhh. and for English , we have to draw a picture of a stupid river like ?! it's English not art for god sake . and , our ART TEACHER is so goddamn scary . she's the displine teacher , whoever doesn't finish their homework , teacher will like rip their book or hit them with a book >< luckily I finished my homework last week , it's like half of the class got punished . okay that's one thing // the second thing is , I CAN'T WAIT FOR ONE DIRECTION'S 3D MOVIE ! who's a directioner here ! i'm a verified directioner ~ I can't wait gurhhh ! I think the movie will be released on the 30th of august just before merdeka like whuttt . I don't know if the date is correct but mostly people say it will be released on the 30th of august :) hey it's February lol . time flies so fast ~ oh I miss my friends from BK so much :( we've been through so much together , goddamn I feel like crying right now . that doesn't mean I don't like subang . I like subang but I just miss my old friends especially Mariam , eisyah , wardah , aleen , khal , all the starship's members , ivin , farhan and moreeeeeeee . I can't list them all :') ok i'm so lazy to type so bye-bye peeps xo
Helo people :) eheh it's 4pm here . so freaking bored right now . so , where should I start with ? oh yeah homework , see I got lots of homeworks ( for me it's a lot ) ! erghhh wth . I got to print this thing and that thing and those thing like wth ?! teacher , 1 week of break we shouldn't have any homework ! it's holiday and we shouldn't do any homework -,- erghhh. and for English , we have to draw a picture of a stupid river like ?! it's English not art for god sake . and , our ART TEACHER is so goddamn scary . she's the displine teacher , whoever doesn't finish their homework , teacher will like rip their book or hit them with a book >< luckily I finished my homework last week , it's like half of the class got punished . okay that's one thing // the second thing is , I CAN'T WAIT FOR ONE DIRECTION'S 3D MOVIE ! who's a directioner here ! i'm a verified directioner ~ I can't wait gurhhh ! I think the movie will be released on the 30th of august just before merdeka like whuttt . I don't know if the date is correct but mostly people say it will be released on the 30th of august :) hey it's February lol . time flies so fast ~ oh I miss my friends from BK so much :( we've been through so much together , goddamn I feel like crying right now . that doesn't mean I don't like subang . I like subang but I just miss my old friends especially Mariam , eisyah , wardah , aleen , khal , all the starship's members , ivin , farhan and moreeeeeeee . I can't list them all :') ok i'm so lazy to type so bye-bye peeps xo
I was in the winter of my life, and the men I met along the road were my only summer.
At night I fell asleep with visions of myself, dancing and laughing and crying with them.
Three years down the line of being on an endless world tour, and my memories of them were the only things that sustained me, and my only real happy times.
I was a singer - not a very popular one,
I once had dreams of becoming a beautiful poet, but upon an unfortunate series of events saw those dreams dashed and divided like a million stars in the night sky that I wished on over and over again, sparkling and broken.
But I didn't really mind because I knew that it takes getting everything you ever wanted, and then losing it to know what true freedom is.
When the people I used to know found out what I had been doing, how I'd been living, they asked me why - but there's no use in talking to people who have home.
They have no idea what it's like to seek safety in other people - for home to be wherever you lay your head.
I was always an unusual girl.
My mother told me I had a chameleon soul, no moral compass pointing due north, no fixed personality; just an inner indecisiveness that was as wide and as wavering as the ocean...
And if I said I didn't plan for it to turn out this way I'd be lying...
Because I was born to be the other woman.
Who belonged to no one, who belonged to everyone.
Who had nothing, who wanted everything, with a fire for every experience and an obsession for freedom that terrified me to the point that I couldn't even talk about it, and pushed me to a nomadic point of madness that both dazzled and dizzied me.
Every night I used to pray that I’d find my people, and finally I did on the open road.
We had nothing to lose, nothing to gain, nothing we desired anymore, except to make our lives into a work of art.
Live fast. Die young. Be wild. And have fun.
I believe in the person I want to become.
I believe in the freedom of the open road.
And my motto is the same as ever:
"I believe in the kindness of strangers. And when I’m at war with myself I ride, I just ride."
Who are you?
Are you in touch with all of your darkest fantasies?
Have you created a life for yourself where you can experience them?
I have. I am fucking crazy.
But I am free.
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